I need to sort myself out... I'm so addicted to work that i'm sort of sacrificing my academic career... however my coursework has been pretty alright so far... Exam is like tomorrow... but... nothing has been done yet... been working the past two days and today... proud of myself for finishing transition by 12.30 today... feeling mentally depleted... will go and do some last minute mugging at the airport tomorrow... I love it there... it's so peaceful and quiet... Got to find out how to differentiate the different strategies for the marketing stuff... all these theories make the project look easy... Proud of my group for that...

Resolution for the holidays: TO PRACTICE MY LATTE!!!
I can't stand looking at my latte... need to practise more control over the milk... i think... shall find time to do it... It's not like i'm so enthusiastic about work... but i think it is a responsibility to do your best... especially as a crew leader... to hell with the rank... but people just expect it of you... CRAP!!!

ode to a particular memory...

it was sweet
while it was real
the sweetness lost when
it drifted from reality

I missed you... I wish you'd come back... I'm learning to deal with the loss of you... yet just a flashback of you pulls me back... i find myself giggling at the experiences, the sights, the sounds... i am the same, yet different... i believe that i will be able to be free one day... you will always be part of me... Come back, will you?