You Are 24% Abnormal

You are at medium risk for being a psychopath. It is somewhat likely that you have no soul. You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess. You are at low risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is unlikely that you are in love with your own reflection. You are at low risk for having a social phobia. It is unlikely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement. You are at low risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is unlikely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

Had photography tutorial today... Film cams are such a chore but i hope the roll comes out great... anyhow... these are the one taken with the digicams...

Me and tracy!!

tracy in a quiet moment...

What are you reading, Audrey?

Anthony... trying to figure out the film camera...

Auditioning for ATNM! So NOT!!

Can you see us?

Quick, we only have 20 minutes left for our assignments!

In a moment of narcissism...

but i'm getting out of it...

not without cuts and grazes and bruises...

but stronger in mind...

i will still love...

but it ain't the same no more...



On another note... I've been on a language craze lately... Japanese, korean, a little french and italian... oh and randomly singing and dancing around the house... watching Goong...(can't help thinking Joo Ji Hoon is HOT!)



Artiste recommendation: Alicia Pan Wei Yi (the one with wavy hair)

To someone:

I don't understand why you are treating me this way. We used to be able to laugh and joke around... I don't know what caused you to suddenly change your mind about me and just ignore me for reasons i know not. Have i offended you? Have i done something wrong that has caused your inconvenience? I would like our relationship to return to the way it was... Your coldness leaves me upset and confused... if only you could tell me why... It's uncomfortable being left out by one person, and now by you too...

Some people just don't know how to use their brains... I'm talking about certain customers who don't understand the reason why i tell them to have a seat first and don't know how to calculate simple currency conversion (tip: don't compare prices of stuff here with the prices of stuff in your country, there's something called inflation...)

PiCC (my cds) was pretty alright although a little cheem cuz it's conducted in MANDARIN! whoo... and i though i'd be leaving chinese behind in secondary school... But it's great cuz we'll be doing english-chinese/ chinese-english translations soon...









Just get off my back!

Am bloody pissed right now...

I wanted to upload the pictures taken a few days ago from my camera only to find that it had been stolen by my sister who also stole my blouse and my favourite slippers!!! IT'S MINE!! Meaning you got to ask me! You don't just take it like that! What if i want to use it? Like now?! AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

ok... so we had to go to school for a make up lecture today... Which was pretty alright, i guess... after that tracy wanted to eat toriQ so audrey, tracy and i went to tampines mall to have lunch... we were a funny bunch cuz we were digging our purses for money cuz we didn't have much cash... and then i remembered that it was audrey's birthday so we bought a cute little cake from four leaves (the aunties so didn't have the right attitude... Where's your GEMS?) and then realised that we didn't have a lighter for the candle... so we went on a lighter hunt... WHERE are the smokers when you need them? We pretty much surprised the daylights out of this office guy when we asked to borrow his lighter... the look on his face!!! Hahaha... And then we couldn't remove the plastic around the cake and ended up gouging the cake out! Audrey will totally remember this comic birthday! Hahaha... We must have looked totally weird...

Anyway... Happy Birthday Audrey!









Urgh... I'm disgusted!

That's the feeling i get when i reflect on the stupid/silly things that i have done/people have done to me...



ARGH! =.=








Just let me disappear...

or be invisible...

for awhile...

till i get over it...

which will be like...

only if i get amnesia...







AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!

But i don't see the light at the end of it...











Geezus... I am an IDIOT too... I just want to dig a hole in the ground and disappear forever...

and kick myself...













Yay... the school timetable is GREAT!

Only to find that it's a bottomless pit...


I AM A BIG FAT ALIEN! *HUMUNGOUS RASPBERRY*









oh and work was pretty cool today... with Be and all...

***What's your secret power?***


YOU'RE A VISIONARY

Secret Strength: intuition. Words to describe you: idealistic, sensitive, articulate, empathetic. Power profile: You're the ultimate people person. With your excellent listening skills, you "hear" what people aren't saying as well as what they are saying. (Psst! Your gut tells you!) You see right through someone who's putting on a happy face when they're dying inside, and you know just how to get them to open up about it and work through it. Because you divide your energy among lots of people (you've got tons of friends), you sometimes end up putting your own goals on the back burner. Still, when you do dream, you dream big because you not only see what is, but what could be and what should be. It's a rare skill to have! How to work it: How many times have you ignored your instincts and listened to someone else's advice? And how many times have you thought, "I should've gone with my gut!"? Let that be your mantra, girlfriend. Use that amazing intuition to let your own personal truth lead you to your success. The next time you've got some life dilemma and friends give you their input, go spend some time alone to reconnect with yourself. Write down everyone else's thoughts so you have them (after all, their advice doesn't always suck). Then pretend a friend came to you with this same problem. What would you tell her? That first reaction is what you should follow-even if you have to go against the grain. Whether you want to start your own magazine, direct a film, or do anything that makes someone ask,"How are you ever going to do that?" just know you'll find a way. People in high places will be impressed with your faith in yourself and put a nice paycheck behind it! Dream Jobs: Activist, kindergarten teacher, psychologist, songwriter, defense lawyer, editor-in-chief, public relations executive, sports recruiter, theater director, talent agent, foreign ambassador, fashion photographer.


What's your secret power?
http://quiz.ivillage.com/cosmogirl/tests/April2005-SecretPower.htm

Right... I went to watch Stay Alive with Jie Min and Winston on thursday... Was it freaky!!! Gosh i really felt like walking out of the theatre or grabbing jie min... (sorry winSTON... you just don't feel safe... you know what i mean...) Anyway, it was a great catching up session with jie min and LOTS of secrets were revealed... I love her... we just hung out the airport (after the movie) and talked about stuff (secrets plus my fave fahrenheit!!!)... At this point in time, she's the one who knows me best... I really had a great day...

One thing i must mention... the haze these few days has been a real bother... i have really weak lungs on account of having asthma and i often feel dizzy/get a serious headache... so peeps (esp. my parents), its just the haze, it's nothing...

Oh and yesterday, mummy and i brought lola to Suntec to sightsee... just went to Carrefour and the fountain of wealth... took pictures... yups... that pretty much ends my off days so far... not looking forward to school... and when are our timetables coming out???

Someone told me something that hit me hard... the more i am nonchalant about something, the more emotions/serious i am about the subject... Gosh, that seems to be true... I have bled... It's a known fact among my friends that i never cry when i'm sad, but when i'm angry... so if i am really hurt, i shrug it off with a smile... Wow, i am a step closer to self-actualisation, whatever that means... anyway, people always say i'm strong, but in truth, i'm not... i'm a hermit crab who has managed to find a pretty hard shell to hide in... It's hard for me to really get mad, just pissed that i get over after bitching... but i get hurt pretty often, and i don't know how to express it...

Like if i get ignored by someone i really 'zhong shi' (see as important), i hurt... i'll just do what i can to help you do what you want... I also hurt when people don't tell me i've offended them and treat me coldly all of a sudden... tell me and i'll apologise and do something about it... Another thing that bothers me is that i don't get equal treatment and often get forgotten... Yes, it's happened lots of times, at school, at work and at home... At home i don't mind so much cuz i'd rather be left to do my own thing... but outside, friends are the only people i can rely on...

Oh well... Here's something a little more light hearted...

You Will Die at Age 76

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live... And how you'll die as well.

Ok... so death is not really something light-hearted...
Geezus... Can't i die a little earlier? I just hope i've found what i've wanted by then *hint hint*...

I love this song... It's so touching

Before tears fall, i take a look at (luo lei yi qian zai kan yi yan)
the side of your face which is blurred (ni mo hu ce lian)
Will this be the last remembrance (zhe hui bu hui shi zui hou ji nian)
I gaze at you but yet you gaze at (wo ning shi ni er ni ning shi)
the dark sky outside the window (chuang wai de yin tian)
even a simple apology is so difficult to say (yi ju bao qian dou jiang zai zui bian)

I don't understand (wo gao bu dong)
what really happened to us (wo men dao di zen me le)
behind honesty (cheng shi de bei hou)
is there hurt (shi fou zhu zhe shang kou)
I don't know (wo xiang bu tou)
what happened to our love (wo men de ai zen me le)
after the rain (yu xia guo yi hou)
can anything be (shi fou neng rang shen me)
revived (fu huo)

Your smiling face is still on my chest (ni de xiao lian hai zai xiong qian)
just like yesterday (huang dong zhe zuo tian)
why do memories make me dizzy (wei he hui yi hui rang ren yun xue)
what if we continued walking forward into the rain (ru guo wo men ji xu xiang qian zou jing yu li mian)
Will there be the danger of fading/melting (hui bu hui you rong jie de wei xian)

But it wasn't like this before (ming ming cong qian)
even quarrels were sweet (lian zheng zhi dou hen tian mei)
now just a word (xian zai zen hui shuo ju hua)
can swell and hurt (jiu neng zhong yi bian)