Am not feeling too well... feel weak in the knees... don't know how i managed to get through work... haven't felt too good since i came back from phils... no one knows and thinks i'm just being lazy... even got screamed at and threatened at... that i don't have respect...but whatever... they just don't know... am not planning to tell them anyway... not like they're going to be sympathetic or understanding... who wants to be nice to someone who is bloody rude anyway... am not going to bother... i'll just mind my own business and do whatever i can...

get out of my hair!!!