I haven't been awake enough lately to blog, cuz i've been working my butt off... worked closing for the second time on tuesday... understaffed lately... weirdness... *SIGH* Transition yesterday, considering it's 1.20am now... Wasn't in much of a mood... got nagged at as usual and bullied verbally... but i don't really care... i guess they kind of realised it cuz they started asking me if i hated them for it... but i don't hate them, just that it gets on my nerves sometimes, i do things my way and it doesn't affect you so beat it...

but the good news is i'm currently changing some material aspects of myself... Got new glasses (i look like a teacher now)... New contacts (FreshKon Alluring Eyes!) and... and... a new handphone! Woooo... Nokia 6288... I'm just so so happy...

Got work less than 12 hours from now... So i guess it's time to catch some Zs...

I thought it was over...
It wasn't.
Being this close to you again
Brought back what i didn't want to remember...
We could hardly look at each other in the eyes
Nor speak directly to one another
It was fortunate that no one noticed my uneasiness
or just thought that i was tired
i need help
to stop feeling for you
to be able to face you again
to be able to be the friends we were once
to be able to love you again

I'm a great actress and you guys are fools. Ha!