I finally have time to write a proper entry on how emo, angsty and whatever's left of puberty that's still in me... With bmr literature review(s) and film journals behind me, and lots more to go, i'm more resolute that i'm GOING TO SURVIVE THIS SEMESTER! and whatever that the future is going to throw in my face... take that, future! *blows huge raspberry* I'm got a bad case of the cold... i'm coughing like i have tuberculosis...

I just came back from my stay at the Orientus country club, which was generously sponsored by my cds tutor... we mainly just ate and hung around and lessons were very relaxed... we were supposed to take photos... here are some...

view from the room i shared with huiyu, sarah and audrey





at lunch today... 许老师，me, 亚航，sarah, aud and huiyu. plus eddie below...



there were other more adventurous shots but they were in the other cameras and i don't know when i will get them...
and some shots of the surroundings...











blurry shot of a beautiful dragonfly...


so, time has been flying past and it's term break (no term test)... the 'quickness' of it all just makes me think, i'm going to be 18 soon, and what have i done so far that is significant enough to make me proud?

I haven't even had my first serious relationship (go ahead and laugh, i'm going to hold on to my idol drama+princess diaries fantasy), although the social life in general has been much better... i actually have people on msn who aren't in my class/school/work... I've made more friends!

i've become better looking (i'm not a narcissist!), although nothing happened on the weight front... just look at past pictures of me and now... i've changed a lot...

i've become more expressive... i'm no longer as shy as i was in secondary school... i was mean on purpose to some people today because they were being so redundant and saying stuff that was useless... not that i really wanted to be mean to them, it was three weeks of built up angst!

* i'm editing this post so the correct date is 2nd june 2007...