i feel it...
i feel the emptyness
the countless times i've spaced out just today
means i have nothing to think about
not good
i don't like not having things to think about
i'm having dizzy spells
familiar of a time i hated
my brain is empty
don't have much to look forward to
everything else is routine
i don't even have to think
this is bad
i even washed my dishes
tidied my room
and took out the garbage without my parents having to nag
i want it to rain again
watching the rain is entertaining
i love love love
so is walking and singing in the rain
therapeutic...
must be kenneth's BB's jelly beans... rotten eggs make me feel rotten...
